The Worst Part

The worst part about liking a guy is not knowing how he feels about you. Trying to see into every smile, listen to what he's saying behind his words... If I know he's not interested, I could talk myself out of it and move on. If I could know he does feel a bit different about me than the other girls he knows, I could stop feeling so insecure. I'm not even saying I want him to ask me out. I don't have time to date! But if I know how he feels, I could stop driving myself crazy.

I don't want to drive myself crazy with boys anymore. I thought I had put that behind me. So maybe the worst part about liking a guy... is actually liking him.